Snow

It snowed today and I am already sick of hearing all the long island people complaining. They are acting like Cortland is the only place where it was snowing today, NEWS FLASH it was snowing on the entire east coast, its called a cold front. GET OVER IT. And then they are like oh it is just because you are from upstate you are used to it. I LIVE 2 HOURS SOUTH OF HERE!! How is that the same as being upstate up here! ITS NOTTTTT!!!

I have really been procrastinating doing my psych work this week, but I really don't care because I have been doing the well I have been studying, so whateverrrr.

I think I might go home next weekend because my mom misses me and wants me to. I am excited, I miss my family so much because my mom is my best friend. Also I just called two places to work over winter break. Hopefully I will get both or at least one, but it is looking like I am going to get both of them, they are on the same strip and both bosses love me. The restaurant I called is actually run by one of my best customers from my job over the summer. He guarenteed me a job for next summer and most likely over winter break depending on business. And the candy store on the same strip just opned over the summer by a family friend, and I babysit for them as well. It would be cheaper for me to work there then for them to hire a babysitter for the day, so hopefully they agree.

Calc hw to do,
Peace and Love.

busy week

Ash just left for the Weezy concert in Jersey, I am so jealous but I finally have some peace and quiet to get most of my work done before my shows tonight and if Katie doesn't come back to early. IT is so annoying that we are still tripled. But they think by second semester, the fact that so many freshman drop out, we'll be detripled. There are so many freshman girls that all the guys rooms are getting detripled, but there are no girls housing. But Ash and I cannot wait. I just want my own side of the room, my own closet, not being cramped in a corner anymore.

The weekend was good, I actually had a lot of fun even though I did absolutely no work. I went out with Ash and Jenna Friday night when all my other friends stayed in. I had a blast. I honestly love living with her and she vice versa. GODDAMNIT DETRIPLE US!

Saturday we slept till about 2ish, did really nothing all day because it was raining and gross. Meag, Ali and I went to walmart and price chopper and got some shopping done. Saturday night was a lot of fun too, except Meag and I decided to punch this wall, and she did numerous times after I stopped and her hand is all bruised and swollen now. She thinks that it is broken, but I know that it isn't. She has never broken, sprained, or bruised anything so she is a bit of a hypocondriact. She'll get over it though.

Halloween is this weekend and I am so excited. We all put our costumes on last night and we are sooooo excited. :)

Peace and Love.

Sick feeling

I feel like absolute crap ever since the gym a few hours ago. And someone just made one of those gross lean cuisine paninis and that just made me feel even grosser. I'm watching There's Something About Mary, one of my favorite movies of all time. It is just so funny, I think that all Ben Stiller movies are hilarious.
I love Alyssa Lauren Kaufer.
Max is snoring like a friggen beast on the other bed and twitching in his sleep. I feel bad for Alyssa because he is probably drooling on her bed. He says he dreamt about being a UFC fighter last night and I have a feeling that these dreams are repeating hense the twitching. Someone should stick some cotton up his nose or something.
Some girl on my floor has a probably 80% chance of having an STD. That is disgusting considering we share friggen toilets. She spent her night in the ER for probably about at least 4 hours. She is gross. Maybe she should stop sleeping around.
Peace & <3

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DeGroat seemed to be on crack again this weekend with more drama then ever. I don't know what is going on with everyone but things are just getting crazy. Other then that I had a pretty decent weekend. Albany was good, but the school is just too big and I would never want to go there. Some kid puked on the bus we were on to go downtown. Talk about disgusting. The buses there are crazy too. They push and shove just to get on the bus and pile on until it is completely packed with people sitting and standing and in this case puking. Then we met my mom and my mom's friend, who is my best friend's mom, in Oneonta to have dinner at Brook's since my mom missed me. haha she is such a nerd. We didn't get back to Cortland until about 8 saturday night and immediately started getting ready to go to our friend's house. The night was good, well at least mine was. :)
Its 2am, and I am still trying to finish up work. The study lounge in DeGroat doesn't exist. It is always loud and you can never truely get a lot of work done. But I can only sit in the library for so long.
Peace & <3

Injury

I did something to my knee while exercising yesterday and couldn't get out of bed this morning, hense my absense from class. I have always had trouble with my knees and ankles but since beign at Cortland I really didn't have that much of a problem. Then last night I heard a loud click and immediate pain. My knee hurts so bad for me even to walk on it, I hope it gets better soon.

And to add to this pain, about 7 of my friends on the floor got caught drinking last night in one of the dorm rooms. They were all crying, trying to figure out stories to save themselves, and blaiming eachother. Everyone is always saying how DeGroat is so close and we all love eachother, but I feel like this is going to tear us apart. They are all in it for themselves and trying to save themselves, not helping others.

I am just so glad that me, Lyss and Meag were either studying or just not in that room. I don't know what is going to happen to them but it seems like they are all going to get a strike.
Its their fault, they knew what they were doing.

And Mike had to leave 'Cuse early this morning to head back home and couldn't stop and visit me. I was disappointed.

Peace, Albany tomorrow night hopefully. :)
<3

UAlbany

I'm going to UAlbany this weekend with my friend Alyssa to see her friend Merry. I'm soooo excited I haven't visited another school since last year when I went to SU. This week has already flown by and I love it. It seems like since I have been at school the school week is barely even enough to talk about, its just getting your work done in time.

In my Psych lecture the second professor took over and I am already in love with the way she teaches the class. She is from Tennesse and has a strong southern accent and its so funny.

I think I am going to try and get a job at Applebees after winter break. I really need a job but with everything that is coming up I think I can wait till after winter break since I plan on going home and working anyway.

Peace. <3

darling, you can't give up on a dream, if you never had one to begin with

Things have gotten a little better with the whole friend situation at home. Ashley, my second best friend, called me this weekend and was like we need to talk I don't like fighting. But I told her I wasn't fighting I was just upset that she is never happy for me and when she came to visit completely ignored my new situation. Then she says well I'm sorry, but I think we're coming up this weekend lets have a girls night Friday. But the thing is I already have plans to leave right after class on Friday to go to UAlbany with my friend Alyssa. At first I was like, ok Ash, I'll tell Lyss that I'll have to pass. But then after talking to Lyss and my mom about the situation I realized that I just gave in to her really quickly after she was a complete bitch to me two weekends. Then I was like I really don't think this is a good weekend for you to come up because I already have plans. I know she is pissed, but I really could care less.

My third roommate has been driving me insane lately. She is one of those girls in high school who was socially akward and says weird things all the time and doesn't know when the right time is to say something. I stayed up till like 2am last night just running around the hallways making fun of her. That is the only way I can relieve my stress of her still being in our room. My friend Max downstairs was tripled and his third roommate plays a sport and smells and stuff and he just got detripled. I am so jealous.

Bombed my second calc test. But I wasn't the only one. Over like 10 out of 28 kids failed, so he gave us a make up exam. So happy about that.

I have 3 psych quizes to do before friday. I think I am gonna go do two now.

Peace.
<3

Ohhh btw, I also found out that my friend Mike is coming to visit me this week and then I'm going to UAlbany this weekend and Misercordia next weekend to see my BEST friend Heather, and then Halloween, I'm being a french maid. =)

Mid Semester

The fact that it is almost mid semester already is just hitting me. I'm used to semester scheduling, so its really not that big of a deal to me but its just a shocker.
I went home this past weekend, and if it wasn't for babysitting I wouldn't have. I don't know why I bother trying to put forth so much effort in relationships and friends. My friends aren't ever happy for me anymore and don't want to hear about college. I just gets real annoying real fast.
I just feel like when people stay home to go to school, they don't get that chance to mature more after high school. My supposed two best friends who stayed home this year haven't matured really at all. They just feel sorry for themselves for having to stay home all the time. I'm tired of hearing about it. But you know I am the good friend that listens no matter what and when I start to even mention Cortland, they don't look me in the eyes, don't acknowledge that I am even talking, and right away change the subject.
ERRRRKKK!