Cortaca

My best friend Heather who was suppose to come up, ended up getting viral bronchitis the night before and didn't come. And along with the rain this weekend was a bust. I can't wait until I go home for Thanksgiving break. I just want to be around my mom and my sister for more then a day and a half. Don't think I'll be seeing too many people while I am home besides my family. Too much drama. People are still doing the same things they did in high school, you're in college now, GROW UP.
I am going to go to Eldred and see all my boys. Danny, Jonathan and KoJo will be home from WVU, Bubba from the city hopefully, Chris is going home, Mike will be home, Michael is gonna come home from Goshen one of the nights. I'm so excited, I haven't seen those boys in soooo long. Some of them, it was winter break.
I can't wait till winter break this year. My two job prospects are looking promising and I am excited. Last winter break I basically lived in Eldred, this year doesn't look like it will be too much different.
Work to do,
Peace and Love.

This Upcoming Weekend

BUTTTT.. CORTACA is this weekend and my 4 best friends will be here on Friday. I haven't seen Chelsea since I went home in September and I am oh so excited to see her!!. Then Ash and Dani are coming and I haven't seen them since before Halloween. But I am really excited to see Heather, since she came up on Halloween but not to see me so I only saw her for like 5 mins. She is the one staying with me and it is going to be a blast. We always have so much fun together and I cannot wait for her to get here.

Ohh and I found out that Justin is going to come visit me the weekend after Thanksgiving. OMG I cannot wait. That weekend is going to be amazing. I miss him so much. He lives in Islip, and that is just way to far away.

So since I had a pretty bad weekend I am just trying to stay optimistic about the upcoming weekend and weekends after that. <3

peace and love.

This Past Weekend

This past weekend started out good, then when down hill, then I guess ended okay. Thursday was fun, hadn't gone out in a long time. It was hot, because the house we went to is always hot. Friday I didn't have class till 1130, which was amazing. Then I had a break, cleaned my room sooo good, it was a wreck, and only had a half hour health class, which again was amazing. Friday night was a lot of fun, again a hot night, but ended good again. Saturday during the day I tried to do work but then got caught up in our plans for that night. This kid that lives on my floor is from Syracuse area and his two friends on the floor are as well. So the three of them and one of their roommates went out to his house friday night and the rest of my friends on the floor and myself were planning to meet them out there Saturday night. But then all of a sudden the kid is freaking out about the amount of people coming, it was 12 of us. He wasn't really giving any of us a straight story about if it was someone specific he didn't want coming or what. Now mind you he told me personally, "Mel come on Saturday!! Tell someone else to go with you and get a ride and come," earlier in the week and mentioned again before he left. Then all of a sudden Kait, Andy, and Lyss talk to him without any of us knowing. A little while later I go into that room and they are all silent, Andy goes "Mel, Kait has something to tell you and its not good." and Kait continues with, "Well Al said that he really only wanted a select few that he invited..." and I'm like, yeah but he invited me, what I'm not going? whatever thats fine. I go down to Michelle and Ali's room and tell them what happen. They were both like WTF? as was my reaction. So they go into the other room without me and ask whats up. Ali and Michelle apparently were both not invited either, so they are both as pissed off as me. So everyone else of my friends on the floor go besides Michelle Ali and Jamie stayed back just because we did, but oh she was invited. And you know if I was the one in the position of driving everyone out there, even though I specifically said "I'm not gonna go if he is telling me some of my friends can't go, I just won't go" But you still went because you were the second car and if you didn't go then 4 others couldn't go, I would like.. alright guys I'm leaving.. sorry about all of this, I'll see you tomorrow.. Instead both the drivers were like "Woooo I just wanna leave, lets go, come on I just wanna get there WOOO" While Michelle, Ali, Jamie and I sit there with disgust on our faces. It was just a very shitty situation and the kid that did this is now on my shit list. You made a dick move.

Snow

It snowed today and I am already sick of hearing all the long island people complaining. They are acting like Cortland is the only place where it was snowing today, NEWS FLASH it was snowing on the entire east coast, its called a cold front. GET OVER IT. And then they are like oh it is just because you are from upstate you are used to it. I LIVE 2 HOURS SOUTH OF HERE!! How is that the same as being upstate up here! ITS NOTTTTT!!!

I have really been procrastinating doing my psych work this week, but I really don't care because I have been doing the well I have been studying, so whateverrrr.

I think I might go home next weekend because my mom misses me and wants me to. I am excited, I miss my family so much because my mom is my best friend. Also I just called two places to work over winter break. Hopefully I will get both or at least one, but it is looking like I am going to get both of them, they are on the same strip and both bosses love me. The restaurant I called is actually run by one of my best customers from my job over the summer. He guarenteed me a job for next summer and most likely over winter break depending on business. And the candy store on the same strip just opned over the summer by a family friend, and I babysit for them as well. It would be cheaper for me to work there then for them to hire a babysitter for the day, so hopefully they agree.

Calc hw to do,
Peace and Love.

busy week

Ash just left for the Weezy concert in Jersey, I am so jealous but I finally have some peace and quiet to get most of my work done before my shows tonight and if Katie doesn't come back to early. IT is so annoying that we are still tripled. But they think by second semester, the fact that so many freshman drop out, we'll be detripled. There are so many freshman girls that all the guys rooms are getting detripled, but there are no girls housing. But Ash and I cannot wait. I just want my own side of the room, my own closet, not being cramped in a corner anymore.

The weekend was good, I actually had a lot of fun even though I did absolutely no work. I went out with Ash and Jenna Friday night when all my other friends stayed in. I had a blast. I honestly love living with her and she vice versa. GODDAMNIT DETRIPLE US!

Saturday we slept till about 2ish, did really nothing all day because it was raining and gross. Meag, Ali and I went to walmart and price chopper and got some shopping done. Saturday night was a lot of fun too, except Meag and I decided to punch this wall, and she did numerous times after I stopped and her hand is all bruised and swollen now. She thinks that it is broken, but I know that it isn't. She has never broken, sprained, or bruised anything so she is a bit of a hypocondriact. She'll get over it though.

Halloween is this weekend and I am so excited. We all put our costumes on last night and we are sooooo excited. :)

Peace and Love.

Sick feeling

I feel like absolute crap ever since the gym a few hours ago. And someone just made one of those gross lean cuisine paninis and that just made me feel even grosser. I'm watching There's Something About Mary, one of my favorite movies of all time. It is just so funny, I think that all Ben Stiller movies are hilarious.
I love Alyssa Lauren Kaufer.
Max is snoring like a friggen beast on the other bed and twitching in his sleep. I feel bad for Alyssa because he is probably drooling on her bed. He says he dreamt about being a UFC fighter last night and I have a feeling that these dreams are repeating hense the twitching. Someone should stick some cotton up his nose or something.
Some girl on my floor has a probably 80% chance of having an STD. That is disgusting considering we share friggen toilets. She spent her night in the ER for probably about at least 4 hours. She is gross. Maybe she should stop sleeping around.
Peace & <3

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DeGroat seemed to be on crack again this weekend with more drama then ever. I don't know what is going on with everyone but things are just getting crazy. Other then that I had a pretty decent weekend. Albany was good, but the school is just too big and I would never want to go there. Some kid puked on the bus we were on to go downtown. Talk about disgusting. The buses there are crazy too. They push and shove just to get on the bus and pile on until it is completely packed with people sitting and standing and in this case puking. Then we met my mom and my mom's friend, who is my best friend's mom, in Oneonta to have dinner at Brook's since my mom missed me. haha she is such a nerd. We didn't get back to Cortland until about 8 saturday night and immediately started getting ready to go to our friend's house. The night was good, well at least mine was. :)
Its 2am, and I am still trying to finish up work. The study lounge in DeGroat doesn't exist. It is always loud and you can never truely get a lot of work done. But I can only sit in the library for so long.
Peace & <3

Injury

I did something to my knee while exercising yesterday and couldn't get out of bed this morning, hense my absense from class. I have always had trouble with my knees and ankles but since beign at Cortland I really didn't have that much of a problem. Then last night I heard a loud click and immediate pain. My knee hurts so bad for me even to walk on it, I hope it gets better soon.

And to add to this pain, about 7 of my friends on the floor got caught drinking last night in one of the dorm rooms. They were all crying, trying to figure out stories to save themselves, and blaiming eachother. Everyone is always saying how DeGroat is so close and we all love eachother, but I feel like this is going to tear us apart. They are all in it for themselves and trying to save themselves, not helping others.

I am just so glad that me, Lyss and Meag were either studying or just not in that room. I don't know what is going to happen to them but it seems like they are all going to get a strike.
Its their fault, they knew what they were doing.

And Mike had to leave 'Cuse early this morning to head back home and couldn't stop and visit me. I was disappointed.

Peace, Albany tomorrow night hopefully. :)
<3

UAlbany

I'm going to UAlbany this weekend with my friend Alyssa to see her friend Merry. I'm soooo excited I haven't visited another school since last year when I went to SU. This week has already flown by and I love it. It seems like since I have been at school the school week is barely even enough to talk about, its just getting your work done in time.

In my Psych lecture the second professor took over and I am already in love with the way she teaches the class. She is from Tennesse and has a strong southern accent and its so funny.

I think I am going to try and get a job at Applebees after winter break. I really need a job but with everything that is coming up I think I can wait till after winter break since I plan on going home and working anyway.

Peace. <3

darling, you can't give up on a dream, if you never had one to begin with

Things have gotten a little better with the whole friend situation at home. Ashley, my second best friend, called me this weekend and was like we need to talk I don't like fighting. But I told her I wasn't fighting I was just upset that she is never happy for me and when she came to visit completely ignored my new situation. Then she says well I'm sorry, but I think we're coming up this weekend lets have a girls night Friday. But the thing is I already have plans to leave right after class on Friday to go to UAlbany with my friend Alyssa. At first I was like, ok Ash, I'll tell Lyss that I'll have to pass. But then after talking to Lyss and my mom about the situation I realized that I just gave in to her really quickly after she was a complete bitch to me two weekends. Then I was like I really don't think this is a good weekend for you to come up because I already have plans. I know she is pissed, but I really could care less.

My third roommate has been driving me insane lately. She is one of those girls in high school who was socially akward and says weird things all the time and doesn't know when the right time is to say something. I stayed up till like 2am last night just running around the hallways making fun of her. That is the only way I can relieve my stress of her still being in our room. My friend Max downstairs was tripled and his third roommate plays a sport and smells and stuff and he just got detripled. I am so jealous.

Bombed my second calc test. But I wasn't the only one. Over like 10 out of 28 kids failed, so he gave us a make up exam. So happy about that.

I have 3 psych quizes to do before friday. I think I am gonna go do two now.

Peace.
<3

Ohhh btw, I also found out that my friend Mike is coming to visit me this week and then I'm going to UAlbany this weekend and Misercordia next weekend to see my BEST friend Heather, and then Halloween, I'm being a french maid. =)

Mid Semester

The fact that it is almost mid semester already is just hitting me. I'm used to semester scheduling, so its really not that big of a deal to me but its just a shocker.
I went home this past weekend, and if it wasn't for babysitting I wouldn't have. I don't know why I bother trying to put forth so much effort in relationships and friends. My friends aren't ever happy for me anymore and don't want to hear about college. I just gets real annoying real fast.
I just feel like when people stay home to go to school, they don't get that chance to mature more after high school. My supposed two best friends who stayed home this year haven't matured really at all. They just feel sorry for themselves for having to stay home all the time. I'm tired of hearing about it. But you know I am the good friend that listens no matter what and when I start to even mention Cortland, they don't look me in the eyes, don't acknowledge that I am even talking, and right away change the subject.
ERRRRKKK!

Smile, open your eyes, love and go on.

The wake was last night and the funeral was this morning. I wasn't able to make it home for either. One, I don't have my own car up here and two, everyone was staying the night for the funeral and I would have had to make it back last night.

My mom and sister went to the wake last night to represent me. She said it was really sad and really hard to be there. But she said the boys were all strong, and big Pete gave her a big hug and said "some of us need bigger hugs." I am so glad that he is staying strong. He needs to be there for those boys.

Ashley said that Diane, Chelsea's (one of my best friends and my exs brother's girlfriend of three years) mom, sang a Brad Paisley song at the funeral this morning. Mary loved Brad Paisley. I remember last summer we all went to the Brad Paisley concert at Bethel Woods and she was in love. =) I miss her already.

She was such a happy spirit. Whenever I would go to Joe's house, I would sit in the living room and talk to her for hours. Even when she started getting sick she would just laugh about it so she wouldn't think about the pain.

Mary, I miss you. Stay strong up there and watch over us. I love you.


On a happier note, Ashley and Danii, two of my best friends from home are coming up this weekend. They are going to be here before I get out of class so they are visiting Ashley's boyfriend and Daniis friend that both go here. I can't wait till they get here. It is going to be so much fun.

Also when I go home for fall break I found out that I am going to be babysitting two of my favorite boys ever. Their mom I have known for years, and she doesn't trust her kids in the hands of anyone besides my sister, me, and her cousin. She is going on the girls weekend with my mom. Sooo I am excited about that.

I also told my mom tonight I can't wait until me and her get into one of our laughing fitssss. I love them, she can go on for 10 mins straight. I miss her and Nicole so much.

Peace. <3

RIP Mary

A few days ago my mom called me to let me know that we probably only had a few more weeks left with Mary.

** Mary is my ex boyfriend's mother that I have known my entire life. When me and Joe were dating she was diagnosed with breast cancer. But she was still so strong. After her chemotherapy and radiation she was seeming to get a little better. But soon after he went away to school that fall she started to get sick again. The cancer had spread to her liver and then close to graduation this year she developed a cancerous brain tumor that they had to remove. This resulted in one half of her face being completely numb and her having no control over it or her eye. She was weakening slowly and didn't know how much more she could take. Then in the past few weeks she developed tumors in her spine causing her to be not able to walk. She was hospitalized soon after and was staying there full time. **

When my mom called me I thought I would be able to see Mary in 2 weeks to say goodbye while I was home. This morning I got a call from my mom saying Mary passed away last night. She was such an amazing person. Her son Pete is a junior at Oneonta and dating one of my best friends Chelsea and she also goes to Oneonta. They have been together for about three years and they were Mary's rocks. Her other son Joe, my ex, is a sophomore at New Paltz. He is the kind of person that never wants to talk about anything personal or let anyone in. But while we were dating he had someone to turn to and talk to if he chose to. And she has one more son who is a 6th grader at the school back home. This poor kid has had to go through so much with his mom being sick and his dad losing his job. And her husband Pete Sr. has to stay so strong for those boys becaus eI know if he breaks down it will be really tough.

I just wish I could have said goodbye to her. Being that my mom also had breast cancer, she had talked to Mary on several occasions telling her that she had to stay strong and fight through this. But as everything kept getting worse Mary didn't know how much more she could take.

Mary,
I love you. I already miss you. You were so strong for so long, and know that you are now in heaven and no longer suffering. Please continue to watch over everyone Miss Mary. Your spirit will live on forever and I know that your strength will be passed on to your boys. They will make you proud, don't worry.
I love you, I miss you.
Rest in Peace Miss Mary.
-Melissa.


Peace<3

Sick and/of Psych

So for my psych class we have to take online quizes every week fo every couple of weeks before the test. At first this was not a problem for me. That was until my laptop decided to not allow me to access these quizes. So then I bring my computer to my professor so he can see if he can figure out what is wrong, and it won't connect to the Cortland wireless network in his office. Why does my life have to be so complicated. Then I go to the library thinking I can just get it out of the way and have it done and finish up the rest of my studying. I get to the first computer, sit down, log in, all that jazz, and no, cannot do the test on this computer either. I go downstairs and tell the girl at the desk about my problem and she thinks that these tests only work on the computers in the PC Lab. She points me in that direction with all hope that I get to take my quiz. I log in and get further then I did on my own computer and the computer upstairs, but still no I can't take the quiz on this computer either. Now I am just thinking that I was really not meant to take this quiz this week. So I go to the girl at the desk again, and this other girl overhears our conversation. She mentions how she took psych two semesters ago and was always able to access it in the Pc Lab, but then come to find out there is another lab by the coffee shop. I finally found luck in my psych quiz dilema. As I am sitting there taking the first quiz, which by the way I got at 85 on the first try and you need to get at least an 80 to take the test, the girl sitting next to me mentions how she remembers taking these. We both agree how the professor does not teach or lecture but goes by the power point book that we all have. After she leaves and I start making an attempt at the Chapter 3 quiz, a guy sits down where she was sitting and says "Ohh Chapter 3 already, over achiever?" Haha, I thought he was funny. He too shared my dislike with the fact that this professor does not lecture in which it is pointless for us to be there. He was a junior transfer student and laughs about how he needs freshman help in all of his classes because of the leap from high school to the classes he is taking now. (if that makes any sense) After I was finished I realized that he was actually in my class, sits in front of me so I thought that was pretty cool. I now know more than 5 people in my lecture hall of like 125.

But I do have the second cold of the semester. I have a feeling that my floor is a little too close because we all seem to get sick around the same time. If one girl has a cold, a few days later low and behold a bunch of girls have a cold. My mom is sending me down more viatmins because she thinks they will help. My body reacts very strangely to this weather, even though I am from upstate. I am lower than here, but still. Going from hot, to cold, to hot, to rainy, to hot, to cold is throwing me all off. I just can't wait till there is three feet of snow on the ground, I can wear sweatshirts and sweatpants and Uggs everyday and go snowboarding over at Greak Peak. That would truely make me happy.

I think that my friend Heather is coming to visit again this weekend. She loves it here, especially because at her school its really boring on the weekends. She is probably bringing her friend Kristen who she brought the last time and this kid Mike that I have yet to meet. I say we have yet to meet because I have spoken to him on the phone several times and on the interent insane amounts. We fight and I tell him how I am going to kick him in the head when I see him. Mike is 6'5" probably 220ish I'm guessing, so this is just a big joke to him. Haha he doesn't think I'm serious. But I am. My older brother is a body builder and we used to wrestle all the time. I may not be a body builder but I can put up a good fight.

Speaking of my brother, I haven't seen him or his wife in so long. I really miss them. They both actually went here and graduated in 2005. They are both teachers, living in the next town over from me and have a beautiful house with lots of land and a dog and some cats. Haha, they are starting their family and trying to have their first baby. I have a few step neices and nephews but I can't wait to have an actual blood neice or nephew. My brother and his wife started dating when she was in 8th grade and he was a freshman in highschool. They are true high school sweethearts. He waited an extra year at our community college for her so they could come to Cortland together and graduate together. But I haven't seen them since about a week before I came up here. They are both really busy with school and Derek coaches the football team and does a weightlifting program for the kids in school, so he is super busy.

I guess thats it for now,
oh I decided to change my subject once again for our articles, to the urban legend "it takes more muscles to frown then it does to smile". So I better go research so I am ready for tomorrow.
Peace. <3

home

I just got home and it feels really good to be here. I missed my dog so much, he was sooooo happy to see me haha. And I had dinner at CrackerBarrell which was so much better then campus food. I can't wait till my mom makes me dinner tomorrow night. I feels weird not sitting in my room hearing all the girls in the hallway being so loud and running around. Haha, sounds lame but I miss my DeGroat girls already.

My friend Danii is on her way here and I can't wait to see her. I'm not sure what is going on yet but I hope I get to see everyone while I am home.

I missed another health class today, haha. It was raining and I felt like absolute crap so I just slept. She doesn't take attendance and all we have been doing is taking notes and doing deep breathing exercises so its fine :)

I was orginally suppose to take a bus to Binghamton and meet my mom there. But my RA said he would bring me to Bing instead of taking the bus so I just assumed he would. Haha we still tried getting the bus, they ended up moving the bus station, and we missed the bus. What a freaking adventure.

Thats all for now,
Peace<3

Past weekend and home

On Saturday my friend decided at 830pm that she was going to drive up here to see me, even though all day she had thought about it. She goes to college in Pennsylvania, Misercordia, so its easily a two hour drive. Her and her friend got here around 11pm and because of a gross, boring, rainy night... they ended up leaving at 2am. But she is going to come back up with more friends in two weeks when its planned to be a little better weekend for her to be here.

I am taking a bus to Binghamton on Friday after my last class and meeting my mom. This weekend is the annual Trevor Simpson Memorial Golf Tournament that I volunteer at every year. This weekend all of my friends that go away come home and everyone that is already home is so excited. The tournament is on Saturday and it is pretty much an all day thing. I have to figure out my ride home situation still, whether it is Evan or Ryan...

My roommate passed out in my bed on Saturday, at like 3 in the morning when I was ready to sleep. I ended up getting a cold that night and feeling like crap as well. Her being in my bed made thigns worse. I had to sleep on my friend's floor next door because I was too nice to wake her up and move her out of my bed. Why didn't she sleep in her own bed? Because her two friends were in her bed, great. If this happens again I am going to be really really unhappy. I try to be nice and pretty much make our room an open room, but enough is enough.

I need to find a job soon. The one I was looking at downtown was late nights and weekends. They are open till 3am Wednesday through Sunday, so I'm not even going to bother. That just screams no life to me.

Anyway, I can't wait to go home this weekend.
Peace.
<3

Fire alarm

Whether my building is old or what, these fire drills are getting a tad overrated. Last night the alarm went off at 10pm, 3am, and 6am. Everytime we all had to evacuate the building and the fire trucks, police, and everything else. It was getting a bit ridiculous but by the third time I was ready to gauge my eyes out with a spoon.

I finally passed my online psych test yesterday, after three hours of straight studying. And now today, my best day ever, only one class, I have to go back and study some more for my Psych test tomorrow. Its going to be a long day after soccer tryouts tonight as well.

I guess thats it. Peace <3

done.

So Chris realized he didn't want a girlfriend in college. Great, I know.
I guess I'm okay with it, I'll get over it.

There is a soccer meeting today, see how that goes. Then tryouts start tomorrow I believe. I just want to start playing again, I miss it already.

My mom and sister came to visit me on Sunday, took me shopping and such. I miss having that luxury of being at home and just asking her for what I need.

So my rooommate came home the other night with basically a sprained ankle. I guess she fell down some steps, but her ankle is gross. She reminds me of my friend from home, crazy and a waste case.

Oh and I found out yesterday about the girl that already went home from my floor. Apparently she is spreading around the something bad, along the lines of rape, happened to her one of her first nights here. I still can't get over it.

Peace <3

8:30 classes are not my friend

So DeGroat isn't as bad as everyone makes it out to be. Being at the top of the hill kind of sucks, but we'll get over it. Plus Hilltop has the best food, haha. So our 2nd floor wing that I am on is really close to eachother already. But the boys wing and the south wing basically don't exsist. The boys wing smells like dirty socks, and all they do is sit in their rooms and either blast reggae music, rock out to guitar hero, or scream about Madden. Our boys are lame on our floor, we need new ones. But my RAs are pretty much amazing. Eileen and Obbie are my favorites and thats because they are the 2nd floor RAs which is the best floor.

Club Soccer tryouts are next week and a couple girls from the hall are gonna go down. I'm curious to see how it turns out considering it is a lot more serious that half of them realise. But I think that a bunch of the girls in my hall are going to put together an intramural team and play a bunch of sports, should be fun.

I miss my sister, mom, and boyfriend a lot already, but its not too bad. Chris, my boyfriend, gets here on saturday and I am going to help him move in. But Nicole, my sister, is really sad that I am not home playing soccer with her and helping her out with stupid drama. I miss her a lot, she's my baby sister. My mom is already going crazy in the house without me there to talk to. All her venting has to be put on Nicole now, I feel bad for her. But school starts for them in about a week so they won't have that much time to realise I'm not there.

I've already learned that Wednesdays are my least favorite day ever. I have four classes straight through starting at ten. And these classes include a Psych Lecture, Calc class, Health class, and oh how could I forget, Cortland Experience. But yeah Wednesdays are definitely my least favorite, and Thursdays have to be my second least favorite because I have Lab at 8:30am. Whoever invtented 8am classes, wtf?

Tonight me and a bunch of the girls in my wing are going to the NEX mixer. It's Blacklite Graffiti themed, so we're excited. I don't think I am going to pledge, and I know my friend Kait wants to pledge for a different sorority. But Alyssa and my friend Beth from home definitely do not want to pledge, and Meg is thinking about it. It should be fun tonight, and then I think I'm going to meet up with Joe because I haven't seen him since we got here because he is lazy and won't walk up the hill to come see me.

Oh so what is with the high amount of Long Island kids in our Freshman class. If you introduce yourself to someone and ask where they are from, there is almost an 80% chance they are from Long Island. I mean don't get me wrong I get along with most of the Long Island kids, but if Long Island is so great, why is everyone coming up here?

Before I left Ashley and Danielle, two of my best friends from home, didn't say goodbye to me. Whether it was jealously that I was going away and they are staying home for school, or sadness I am not sure. But I did end up talking to them a few days after I got here. I was still upset about, but I'd rather just get over it and talk to them instead of holding a grudge. They aren't too happy about staying home to go to school, but it should only be for a year and they aren't thinking about how much money they are saving. Ash has classes twice a week and works like 4 days a week.

It feels so weird up here not working. I went from working everyday, 10 to 12 hour shifts at the cafe. Closing it up everynight and then ending up staying an hour later because my boss is scatter brain, to not working at all. I already have a bunch of school work, but soon I am going to need to find a job because I need money, haha.

I guess thats it, Peace. <3