Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Smile, open your eyes, love and go on.

The wake was last night and the funeral was this morning. I wasn't able to make it home for either. One, I don't have my own car up here and two, everyone was staying the night for the funeral and I would have had to make it back last night.

My mom and sister went to the wake last night to represent me. She said it was really sad and really hard to be there. But she said the boys were all strong, and big Pete gave her a big hug and said "some of us need bigger hugs." I am so glad that he is staying strong. He needs to be there for those boys.

Ashley said that Diane, Chelsea's (one of my best friends and my exs brother's girlfriend of three years) mom, sang a Brad Paisley song at the funeral this morning. Mary loved Brad Paisley. I remember last summer we all went to the Brad Paisley concert at Bethel Woods and she was in love. =) I miss her already.

She was such a happy spirit. Whenever I would go to Joe's house, I would sit in the living room and talk to her for hours. Even when she started getting sick she would just laugh about it so she wouldn't think about the pain.

Mary, I miss you. Stay strong up there and watch over us. I love you.


On a happier note, Ashley and Danii, two of my best friends from home are coming up this weekend. They are going to be here before I get out of class so they are visiting Ashley's boyfriend and Daniis friend that both go here. I can't wait till they get here. It is going to be so much fun.

Also when I go home for fall break I found out that I am going to be babysitting two of my favorite boys ever. Their mom I have known for years, and she doesn't trust her kids in the hands of anyone besides my sister, me, and her cousin. She is going on the girls weekend with my mom. Sooo I am excited about that.

I also told my mom tonight I can't wait until me and her get into one of our laughing fitssss. I love them, she can go on for 10 mins straight. I miss her and Nicole so much.

Peace. <3

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